live-ing

I cherish moments being alone =)

2010-01-04T09:56:00.004+08:00

I remember back then in secondary school, I was someone who hate to be lonely. As time goes by, I've changed. A year in college really made me change a lot, but, deep down inside, I'm still who I am.

Now, I cherish the moment being alone, not interrupted by anyone and anything. I'm not a writer, but I am definitely a big dreamer. I always have some wild and big dreams (Eg: to start a campaign to stop global warming, coming out with business ideas..... yada yada yada.... and of course, trying to be a composer of songs.... LOL)

It's already 2010 and I'll be 19 this year. It's time for me to take responsible of my life. I don't feel like 19 at all sometimes, as the generation has not nurtured us to act like our age. I have so much things yet to learn about life and time is running short. Before I even notice, I will be done with my degree and stressing about what my career will be. Sometimes I even wonder what I really want in life. To study and get a degree with beautiful results like any other people?? HELL NO!!! It's just sometimes people around me cared about grads so much that I tend to forget what my real purpose of study is. I want to empower myself with skills and knowledge, not merely getting As. I bet that should be the real purpose of everybody studying out there.

OK, I know I'm really getting random here. But just wanna share a story I shared last night.

There are 2 types of students studying for UPSR,PMR and SPM nowadays. Well, maybe it existed ever since. BTW, the 2 types are:

to study and gain knowledge (so when they get in to exam halls, they answer according to what they truly understand.... sounds like a 'duh' question about why is there education right??)
to study and master the exam techniques (sad to say, there are many students nowadays scoring As and now A+ because they know what the examiner wants as a PERFECT answer)

Being one of those in the first category, sometimes I really feel angry for the 2nd group of people scoring As not because they know the subject well, but know what the PERFECT answer is rather than understanding it. I'm just a 19 year old girl and can pin point out what are the weakness of our education system, why can't just those adults sees us?? Well, that a whole different topic to talk.

But after I got through my KBSM stuff and moved on to take South Australian Matriculation (SAM), I felt that those that will survive well must be the 1st group of people ( I bet those that are studying other country's education will know what I meant). Study should not only about scoring As on the paper. I truly believe you can't judge a person through a piece of Q&A. A SMART person should be book smart and also street smart.

So, my resolution for 2010 is to don't mind too much about the grads and focus on learning new skills and realising some of my big dreams. Sounds wild enough to be. Well, basically I just wanna like my life to the fullest.

Song of the day: Light of My Life by Lee Hom & Lara Fabian

Pratha anyone?!

2009-12-05T00:18:00.007+08:00

Just another day of stonning at home. Cooked lunch for younger sisters =) This was my first time making pratha, so there are much more improvement can be done. But, according to my sisters, it was good! TQTQ. I'm sure making more soon ^^

What? We're making pratha? R u sure?!

It's actually quite easy. First, you need a pratha bread and toast it ^^!

Second, cook your fillings. I've choose to use chicken sausages.

Third, have a sauce. I'm lazy with that. Just got some canned tomato sauce. XD

Lastly, put your fillings into your pratha. Add some cheese too ^^!!!

THEN.....

WALAA!!!!!!! Yum yum =)

Happy cooking yo!

Guess tomorrow is another stonning weekend.... Wanna go to bed now but my tummy is still filled with the awesome french fries my dad bought back. It was really satisfying though. ^^

Practicing law after a law degree? PLZ think twice...

2009-12-04T00:20:00.005+08:00

My blog is being toooooooooo rusty.... Finally had the mood back to blog. Or should I say having the time to be emo?!

BTW, what suprise me was that my blog got a comment from a SPM student (about a month ago) thanking me for my SPM bio notes tips.... haha.... well at least it made me felt that my blog wasn't that insignificant.... :D

I was just reading back the advise I got from my cousin sister which was a law student a few years back. For those that might not know yet, I've enrolled myself for a twinning Law Degree with Reading University, UK offered by Taylors.

That means that I'm going to the Lakeside Campus next year!

Gosh, can't wait till the open day comes. But, one thing I'm worrying is that we are the guinea pigs :S

OK, so back to the story. She was telling me that Law is a very difficult subject to study and requires a great deal of planning, professionalism, hard work, money, research and networking. Great determination, good grades and skill alone is not enough.

Back in schooling days, she was actively participating in debates, public speaking, involving in human right events and stuff that a law student would be doing. Her dream was to be barrister. She has enjoyed her Law degree but when she went through barring, trying to get qualifications to be a certified lawyer, she saw so many reality, which are shameful ones, about law today.

She told me that legal profession is actually about obeying the law, respecting seniority and using the law to find solutions, that sometimes is not justice at all. It is one of those professions where a judge can call you up to his bench to declare that you are wasting his time and need to be so much more intelligent to carry on with a case.

Friends of hers who are still in the dream of being a lawyer has struggled much financially. She said that being a lawyer does not earn enough to even pay up your own debts for the first, not few, but the first 15 years of time. It was heartbreaking for me to hear that statement, although my passion was not to practice law. For the first time I felt that legal profession is like other professions such as government servents that are doing so ambitious and important job, yet not well respected by public.

Guess I should now just pack my bags and throw away even the thinking of MIGHT pratice law and focus on how law triggers thoughts and grow my knowledge to be a wiser person instead.

So, after reading of so much trouble being in law, you might wonder why did I choose law? Many are shocked when I told and YES, I WAS AMAZED BY MYSELF HAVING THE COURAGE TO STUDY LAW! Especially knowing I'm not the person that can sit still for hours reading. But, the real intention of mine studying law was to widen my perspective of things around me. I felt that law has allowed me to think outside of the box, to know the alternative solutions of something.

I do LOVE LAW, but until the current moment, I think I still stays as a LAW
STUDENT THAT DON'T INTEND TO PRACTICE LAW FOR MY LIFE!
haha... you may laugh....
it's really funny to me.... XD =.='

Obama's Speech on Climate Change

2009-09-23T00:45:00.004+08:00

Following is the prepared text of President Obama's speech on 22 September 2009 to the United Nations General Assembly, as released by the White House.

Good morning. I want to thank the Secretary-General for organizing this summit, and all the leaders who are participating. That so many of us are here today is a recognition that the threat from climate change is serious, it is urgent, and it is growing. Our generation's response to this challenge will be judged by history, for if we fail to meet it – boldly, swiftly, and together – we risk consigning future generations to an irreversible catastrophe.

No nation, however large or small, wealthy or poor, can escape the impact of climate change. Rising sea levels threaten every coastline. More powerful storms and floods threaten every continent. More frequent drought and crop failures breed hunger and conflict in places where hunger and conflict already thrive. On shrinking islands, families are already being forced to flee their homes as climate refugees. The security and stability of each nation and all peoples – our prosperity, our health, our safety – are in jeopardy. And the time we have to reverse this tide is running out.

And yet, we can reverse it. John F. Kennedy once observed that "Our problems are man-made, therefore they may be solved by man." It is true that for too many years, mankind has been slow to respond to or even recognize the magnitude of the climate threat. It is true of my own country as well. We recognize that. But this is a new day. It is a new era. And I am proud to say that the United States has done more to promote clean energy and reduce carbon pollution in the last eight months than at any other time in our history.

We're making our government's largest ever investment in renewable energy – an investment aimed at doubling the generating capacity from wind and other renewable resources in three years. Across America, entrepreneurs are constructing wind turbines and solar panels and batteries for hybrid cars with the help of loan guarantees and tax credits – projects that are creating new jobs and new industries. We're investing billions to cut energy waste in our homes, buildings, and appliances – helping American families save money on energy bills in the process.

We've proposed the very first national policy aimed at both increasing fuel economy and reducing greenhouse gas pollution for all new cars and trucks – a standard that will also save consumers money and our nation oil. We're moving forward with our nation's first offshore wind energy projects. We're investing billions to capture carbon pollution so that we can clean up our coal plants. Just this week, we announced that for the first time ever, we'll begin tracking how much greenhouse gas pollution is being emitted throughout the country. Later this week, I will work with my colleagues at the G20 to phase out fossil fuel subsidies so that we can better address our climate challenge. And already, we know that the recent drop in overall U.S. emissions is due in part to steps that promote greater efficiency and greater use of renewable energy.

Most importantly, the House of Representatives passed an energy and climate bill in June that would finally make clean energy the profitable kind of energy for American businesses and dramatically reduce greenhouse gas emissions. One committee has already acted on this bill in the Senate and I look forward to engaging with others as we move forward.

Because no one nation can meet this challenge alone, the United States has also engaged more allies and partners in finding a solution than ever before. In April, we convened the first of what have now been six meetings of the Major Economies Forum on Energy and Climate here in the United States. In Trinidad, I proposed an Energy and Climate Partnership for the Americas. We've worked through the World Bank to promote renewable energy projects and technologies in the developing world. And we have put climate at the top of our diplomatic agenda when it comes to our relationships with countries from China to Brazil; India to Mexico; Africa to Europe.

Taken together, these steps represent an historic recognition on behalf of the American people and their government. We understand the gravity of the climate threat. We are determined to act. And we will meet our responsibility to future generations.

But though many of our nations have taken bold actions and share in this determination, we did not come here today to celebrate progress. We came because there is so much more progress to be made. We came because there is so much more work to be done.

It is work that will not be easy. As we head towards Copenhagen, there should be no illusions that the hardest part of our journey is in front of us. We seek sweeping but necessary change in the midst of a global recession, where every nation's most immediate priority is reviving their economy and putting their people back to work. And so all of us will face doubts and difficulties in our own capitals as we try to reach a lasting solution to the climate challenge.

But difficulty is no excuse for complacency. Unease is no excuse for inaction. And we must not allow the perfect to become the enemy of progress. Each of us must do what we can when we can to grow our economies without endangering our planet – and we must all do it together. We must seize the opportunity to make Copenhagen a significant step forward in the global fight against climate change.

We also cannot allow the old divisions that have characterized the climate debate for so many years to block our progress. Yes, the developed nations that caused much of the damage to our climate over the last century still have a responsibility to lead. And we will continue to do so – by investing in renewable energy, promoting greater efficiency, and slashing our emissions to reach the targets we set for 2020 and our long-term goal for 2050.

But those rapidly-growing developing nations that will produce nearly all the growth in global carbon emissions in the decades ahead must do their part as well. Some of these nations have already made great strides with the development and deployment of clean energy. Still, they will need to commit to strong measures at home and agree to stand behind those commitments just as the developed nations must stand behind their own. We cannot meet this challenge unless all the largest emitters of greenhouse gas pollution act together. There is no other way.

We must also energize our efforts to put other developing nations – especially the poorest and most vulnerable – on a path to sustainable growth. These nations do not have the same resources to combat climate change as countries like the United States or China do, but they have the most immediate stake in a solution. For these are the nations that are already living with the unfolding effects of a warming planet – famine and drought; disappearing coastal villages and the conflict that arises from scarce resources. Their future is no longer a choice between a growing economy and a cleaner planet, because their survival depends on both. It will do little good to alleviate poverty if you can no longer harvest your crops or find drinkable water.
That is why we have a responsibility to provide the financial and technical assistance needed to help these nations adapt to the impacts of climate change and pursue low-carbon development.

What we are seeking, after all, is not simply an agreement to limit greenhouse gas emissions. We seek an agreement that will allow all nations to grow and raise living standards without endangering the planet. By developing and disseminating clean technology and sharing our know-how, we can help developing nations leap-frog dirty energy technologies and reduce dangerous emissions.

As we meet here today, the good news is that after too many years of inaction and denial, there is finally widespread recognition of the urgency of the challenge before us. We know what needs to be done. We know that our planet's future depends on a global commitment to permanently reduce greenhouse gas pollution. We know that if we put the right rules and incentives in place, we will unleash the creative power of our best scientists, engineers, and entrepreneurs to build a better world. And so many nations have already taken the first steps on the journey towards that goal.

But the journey is long. The journey is hard. And we don't have much time left to make it. It is a journey that will require each of us to persevere through setback, and fight for every inch of progress, even when it comes in fits and starts. So let us begin. For if we are flexible and pragmatic; if we can resolve to work tirelessly in common effort, then we will achieve our common purpose: a world that is safer, cleaner, and healthier than the one we found; and a future that is worthy of our children. Thank you.

I personally think this is an empowering piece of speech and shall not only be heard but be also followed. We really don't have much time left to change before it's too late. Nobody knows when is too late but when if we already knew it's too late, then we will be regretting of not doing anything already.

敢爱敢恨，活在当下，是件幸福的事

2009-09-19T01:18:00.002+08:00

刚才，看了一位姐妹的blog, 知道她又有男朋友了，那一点也不奇怪。咳，谁叫她就是那么的感情丰富嘛？！但，她这个男朋友嘛，是做翻版的，开始时，真的会为我这位姐妹担心。她不顾一切的爱着她，不管众人的批评，勇敢的爱一场。就单单是这一点，就足以让我佩服了，因为我不会有那么大的勇气，去承担世俗的眼光。

婉，我想告诉你，我其实看好你们俩，因为你们是真的彼此相爱着。你们的爱情没有错，只是不懂你的人，会一再地伤害你们俩，因为毕竟你们是有距离的。我在此衷心的祝福，你能改变你们俩的生活。人可以穷，但不能穷心智。我想这句话，你明白吧？有理想，有目标的人，一定能成功的。我还是那一句话，千万不要放弃学业。就算你知道你不用有一张文凭，也可以闯出一番事业；也还要记得世界是现实而残酷，因为他们只看文凭。再一次的祝福你们俩回有美好的未来。加油咯！Go, go, fighting!!!

敢爱敢恨，活在当下，是件幸福的事，不是吗？

璇子

2009-08-19T13:38:00.002+08:00

真的好久没有一个人呆在家，毫无烦恼的尽情享受自我的空间。

现在已经是八月了，离 trials 的时间也是仅仅的3个星期罢了。我知道我该读书了，但心却想被丢向那无止尽的大海，四处漂流。

烦恼嘛，我想连佛祖都会有，但又有谁想拥有它呢？我现在只想把烦恼抛诸脑后，我行我数！

人，只要活得开心就好，不是吗？

未知的明天，如果少了自信，又剩下些什么？

WOW! It's August

2009-08-02T20:16:00.003+08:00

WAW! Amazingly I've been surviving in SAM (Self Abuse Matriculation). I know this might not be the worse nightmare in life but for a 18 year old girl, it is quite a big achievement. I've already reach the preparation stage for my final exam and collecting my last few internal assessment marks. And as things go along, it just get harder and harder.

This week itself I'm going to have my Legal Studies Extended Response Test 3 and MOOT COURT is starting on FRIDAY!! OMG, I'm so freaking out because I'm 100% not prepared... Erm, expect for the dressing part. I've volunteer to be the prosecutor of the case- the robbery case. Sounds cool huh? You ain't know what work is waiting for you man! Trying to figuring out what to charge the accuses is already a challenge. Next up, you have to prepare everything, yes, I meant everything you need to argue in court- showing your evidence, examine your witness, beware of inadmissible evidence, etc, etc...... the list is like never ending!!!

Why did I get myself into this trouble? Because I want to testify do I really wanna to a law degree. So, this is the best time for me to figure out should I do law.... =)

Question for you: ' Cheryl is doing a law degree.' - Does that sound weird to you??

2009-07-21T15:40:00.000+08:00

我相信天有眼，正义的存在。总有一天，他们会后悔自己所犯下的过错。

Check out Tun Mahathir's blog!

2009-07-11T13:40:00.005+08:00

http://www.chedet.co.cc/chedetblog/

Check out Tun Mahathir's blog!

I'm not saying this because I'm a fan of him. I was kind of too young when he was in office. But certainly he did great things to Malaysia.

BTW, my point here is there is a poll about choosing Science and Maths in English or BM.
So vote for your sisters, brothers, little juniors, relatives and all Malaysian kids. Just stick to English and keep progressing la?! Can't we just settle the fact it's for a better future of all Malaysians?

WE NEED TO MAKE THINGS CHANGE IF MALAYSIA REALLY WANT TO GLOBALISE AND COMPETE WITH OTHERS!!!

No matter how painful will this be for some kids, especially for Malay background speakers, LET'S JUST DO IT FOR BETTER FUTURE!

Haze, H1N1 flu and what's next on the list?

2009-06-30T07:58:00.003+08:00

I came to college quite late today, about 7.30 a.m. Fetch by mom and I can see clearly how bad is the haze now. The smell is just awful and duh! BAD FOR HEALTH!

On the radio, the reporter says the H1N1 reported cases has shoot up to 144 cases. I wonder how much will it be tomorrow. It seems to be that Malaysia is the only country that is so conscious about the flu because in UK and Australia places, you can't even get mask in ordinary pharmacy. That really shows how much their people care about the flu. People continues to travel and it seems that this flu will be no big deal to all countries soon. Yet, Thailand had confirmed their 3rd death due to H1N1 flu this morning. So, will H1N1 kill all of us soon? Not really, the haze can be another contributor to YOUR FUTURE DEATH REASON.

It's difficult to live in our Mother Earth now and I'm not sure what can happen next if people continue to MIND THEIR OWN BUSINESS BUT NOT THE EARTH!

Power of the Rain

2009-06-14T14:59:00.002+08:00

OK, I'm not talking about the Korean famous star, Rain but really the rain, a gift of nature.... R-A-I-N

Yesterday, finally it rained.... wow, after for how long my dear? Malaysia had been very very hot for months already and I had forgotten when was the last time it rained... I sighed many times yesterday, for joy and disappointment.

For joy, it's because finally it rained. Especially with the haze that we get now, it's not as bad as previous years and hopefully it wouldn't get that bad. This is another sign of GLOBAL WARMING! It's a WARNING! Can't everybody just see it? Everyone can make a difference, but only I can make a greater one my own here.

As for disappointment, of course is telling myself what is happening in this world, to our planet Earth that has caused 'her' to suffer so much and perhaps this is what GOD want us to suffer and force us humans to wake up and stop being so SELFISH! Where will this lead us to? Oh gosh.... Rain, wash away all sin, can you?

Wanna ask you a question, didn't you feel great after the rain? not complaining how hot is the weather?

SMILE, SMILE, SMILE! YOU'RE GREAT!

2009-06-07T22:23:00.002+08:00

This video makes me feel like saying,

"The world is great, you're great! Everybody is just AWESOME!!!"

Lyrics that you need it's all here!!!

2009-06-07T21:54:00.002+08:00

http://www.lyricsplugin.com/

I've just discover this AWSOME SOFTWARE that is FREE, FAST TO DOWNLOAD AND SUPPERRR COOL!!!!!

Most lyrics, chinese, english and malay that you need are there.
You can even contribute if you want.... for those that don't have.... maybe some local songs wouldnt have lyrics but majority of them have it here ready for you!!!

2009-06-02T13:53:00.004+08:00

Hey, would you want to use such butter stick?

Imagine you and your silly brother using the same stick... after he sneeze on his bread?! well, I think it's why it's not on the market.... =p

Dragon Boat Festival

2009-05-28T15:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Dragon Boat Festival everyone!

actually I'll rather call it Qu Yuan Memorial Day....

Come back, Cheryl

2009-05-27T14:58:00.003+08:00

2009 had been a hard year for me, I've lost myself. I am living but not a lively one. I don't feel contented in my life. I don't know where am I heading to and why am I who I am now. This is such an awful feeling. I miss my life. I don't know where is it.

当
当初的那份感动已离你远去
剩下的就只有遗憾吗？

S-O-L It's Hoooolidayyyy!!!!

2009-05-22T23:36:00.003+08:00

SHOUT OUT LOUD! IT'S HOLIDAY

Gosh, this holiday is real long from the last and years have not been this fast in my life, everything around is just moving too fast and memories just slipped away before you can ever realise....

OK, so I did do well about my last Semester 1 paper, Accounting Studies. I know MZ will so wanna kill me if she ever reads this. But, I don't really wanna do well for Accounting Studies. Haiz, now I wonder whether I may be an accountant or not, because all this while in my dictionary, it's a HUGE no-no to persue an 'Accounting& Finance' degree.... Hmm... Don't know how di...

Me and 2 Mel-s when to Peppercorn today.... AGAIN... after Legal Studies Consultation with Mr. David. I must say he's so dedicated to his work, well perhaps like what my mother said, 'Oh, such a young lecturer, NO WONDER...'. So, we ate lunch and 3 of us borrowed stories books and aim to read it during this 2 weeks holiday... As you may know, I'M SO NOT A READING PERSON, I HARDLY READ A BOOK!

Too sad to say ah Miao needs to Sleep and pack her bags to head back to Kuching. I think she should be landing by now di... Hehe..... So only me and Mel went to Pyramid. We wanted to watch 'Night at the Meuseum' but then we walked too slow and missed the show. Instead, we went shopping.... Great shopping man! I spent so much... x_x officially broke here.... anybody wanna belanja me makan or something?!

so, Happy Holidays to all SAM Students..... Enjoy and relax, I bet for the last time before nightmare comes..... =.=

从前的我，好像 ‘死了’

2009-04-25T13:31:00.003+08:00

我活在一个
死世界
未来。。。
我看不清楚
或许从前
太美丽
现在
人性的丑陋
捏碎我
小小的心灵

学习孤单、寂寞
是我的现在式

请问小姐、先生
人是否可以
依赖着过去式
快乐的活下去？

Long Lost Blog

2009-04-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

LOL.... for those of you that actually reads my blog, I'm sorry that I've not been updating recently.... and now I'm at a cafe called Chatters because MY STREAMYX IS DOWN... don't ask why, it's just streamyx people?!

OK, BTW life it's full with challenges lately, but there's so many things to learn each day and I did a lot of adaptation in this past 3 months. To me, it's really a journey to be a better person, to become a more knowledgeable person. I wanna say Thank You to my dear 2 friends in L2, May Zhen and Ah Miao (Melvina) , without you girls, I wouldn't know how miserable my college life will be..... I'm really looking forward to what will 3 of us go through this year and hope we will create great memories in life.... ^^ love ya!

and of course, I miss my old girl friends, I hope they miss me too.... Jing Yi, Joe Ann, Yee Won, Kirstin and many more.... Oh Gosh... Suddenly I wanna hug everyone that I know and say I LOVE YOU!!! LOL... K la end of the emo time and thank you if anybody reads this and please leave me a message so I know my blog is actually alive... LOL.... TQ!

Biggest April Fool..... Blame SAM programme!

2009-04-01T22:00:00.002+08:00

yes, it's once in a year- APRIL FOOL but I didn't get any fools from others.... expect for me fooling others about legal ER test... then the biggest fool start to come about...

A good friend of mine sms-ed me this morning, asking whether am I interested to go to watch F1 Malaysia GP if he can manage to get tickets for me (obviously for free la...)

My first reaction is, OMG! F1! The only sports that I watch on ESPN or other sports channel.... duh! My brain, body and soul all said 100% YES, YES, Y-E-S!!!

We went on discussing about how many ticket and bla-bla-bla.... Until the told me that he reserved 4 tickets for me, there's where problem comes....

I didn't realise when was F1 Malaysia GP actually, because I've been super busy with my studies, SAM programme, which practically eats up all my time.... it's seriously a FULL-TIME basis programme man!

Let me define what is FULL-TIME meant in SAM,

it requires you to choose 5 subjects, each an hour a day (that means you see your lecturers EVERYDAY!!!) which means being in college from 8 a..m. - 3 p.m. or 4 p.m.
homework are given on daily basis, practically having assignment, homework, presentation and so many other things, which takes up your evening and night time
read up before the lecturer's start their lecturers.... which takes up your midnights or early morning
do revision because there's always a test around the corner.... which takes up your weekends

so, DO I HAVE TIME TO KNOW WHEN IS F1?

Ans: NO! I don't even have time to watch TV or read newspaper... perhaps 5 minutes TV break or reading the headline of newspaper 0nly....

Continue with the story.... then my mom told me that we are going back to Ipoh for ching ming this weekend.... I started wondering when is F1 suddenly..... when I looked up on the net, you know what it says?

IT'S THIS WEEKEND!!! (TOO.... )

This is still killing me now... but there's still homework that requires my attention after I posted this post....

Moral of the story:

Who to blame for having such
a big April Fool?
blame SAM PROGRAMME!!!

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-16T18:24:00.002+08:00

Help save the Earth, even though
"I'm just one person"

Saturday, 28th March 2009
8.30 p.m. - 9.30 p.m.

Getting A's = Getting $ Money $

2009-03-12T16:36:00.002+08:00

Well, today was the SPM results day, and guess what I didn't have any anxious feelings until I saw my slip....

OMG! I got 9A's and 3B's.... I never ever dreamt that I could achieve this high...

Analyzing of my results:

Bahasa Melayu - 2A (quite sad cuz I had confidence to get 1A)
Bahasa Inggeris - 1A
Pendidikan Moral - 2A ( well... at least I didn't let Miss Foo down... I miss her classes man)
Sejarah - 1A ( I still don't get how I get so high for Sejarah?!)
Mathematics - 1A
Additional Mathematics - 3B ( wow! pretty well done man!)
Prinsip Perakaunan - 1A ( yes! SPM accounts its better than SAM accounts... -.-)
Physics - 3B ( not bad at all... =D)
Chemistry - 3B ( oh gosh... Kirstin, JJ, Jing Yi.... I didn't fail!!!)
Biology - 2A ( interest do matters a lot... miss bio classes so much... sob)
Bahasa Cina - 2A ( this was the part that made me nearly fainted)
EST - 2A

well, my results really shows that I'm not a science person, apart from my interest on Biology... ^^
I really was shocked about my Chinese and was so happy that I can actually tell my Chinese teacher I got A!!! got face to see her now... =D

After the joy, friends around me also started to celebrate and there are some that went back with disappointment... don't know how to react actually but hope they will get through in life...

Something I was happy was for Shawn, HE PASSED! he is eligible to get SPM cert.. good for him....

OK now down to the MONEY PART:

Daddy gave me RM 50 to go to yam cha with friends at first cuz I didn't want to go home but end up I didn't go anywhere and came back home... watch TV... and blogging now ^^
Ah Po gave me RM 100 as she promised to all grandchildren to give them RM10 for scoring each A in their exam.... but I think its because she don't have change that's why I got RM 10 extra... LOL
Ah Gong appear in a sudden to see Ryan and Aunt Pooi so I got extra RM 50 from him
Mummy say we are going to Sunway tonight so I bet she will buy something for me also... as reward

OK, moral of the story:

Must the society place reward, a.k.a. MONEY with good results? Why nowadays we can always hear parents giving some kind of reward for their children when they do well in exams? Some even make a deal to have something, eg. Hand phone to score high in exam... it sounds funny but that happens in all families in our modern world... I guess its another 'Modern Society Illness'....

I don't really fancy these kind of deals, because

"we don't study for MONEY, isn't my friend?"
-Chin YZ, 2009-

我决定，放弃了。。。

2009-03-12T15:29:00.002+08:00

或许过了太久，也或许不适合，无论是什么原因，我决定放下了。

朋友将是我们永远的标题，或许真的好像王力宏所说的，

两个人，不等于我们。。。

Listening now: Not Ready For Goodbye by All-4-One

Discovering life perhaps

2009-03-10T11:55:00.003+08:00

Clock is ticking
time is near
SPM results
feared by most
but not me

at this point of my live, I just want to discover more about what my talent is, rather than caring about what the society expects from me, yet I'm well trained by this modern society, to study, to behave, to follow like a dog.

Why? What's life suppose to be? What it suppose to meant? perhaps someone call Jesus can answer my questions, that people called GOD. I dont know much about him but I must admit he certainly helped lots of people in life to have a spirit support.

No matter what my results will turn out to be.... I'm still very me, the one that being so different from normal teenagers.... Hope to persue something that even I'm not sure and cannot forsee... perhaps that's what life is....

conclusion: just being emo now, doubting about myself and my life, or the most of all, what's my aim in life?

Thank You!

2009-02-27T22:10:00.004+08:00

I logged in to my friendster and

did check out the pictures that I uploaded last time

and this really hold my breath,

and think,

how wonderful my secondary life was,

because I have friends,like you,

that made my journey something special and meaningful,

to be part of my greatest memories of all,

that I may retell to my kids in future,

I WAS SOMEONE BEFORE...

Thank you Jing,
to be part of my memories,
its been a really special opportunity in my life,
to be able to go through all kinds of bitter sweet with you,
you're truely a sweetest person I've ever met,
and I wanna tell you I'll be there for you,
anytime,
anywhere,
I'm not lesbian, but just wanna let you know,
that I really sayang you...
love ya dear!

I Miss You so much!!!
sob sob...
don't you ever dare to forget about me!

Passionate to be a leader?

2009-02-20T22:54:00.002+08:00

I went to some friends blogs, and I found many of them is passionate about something... but in deep I don't think I'm passionate about anything.... really.... not ANYTHING....

Lately, I've always been thinking about what should I study, who should I be, where should I head to during SAM and after SAM, and most importantly, WHO AM I? I don't even know what I'm worth.... sounds quite dummy but there's a little voice that tells me that I want to be someone BIG, someone SPECIAL, someone INFLUENTIAL ... but I don't know where and when will I'm going to be able all these 'dreams' but I think that makes me a L-E-A-D-E-R.

There's always new opportunity pops out in my life, lately, for example, today, there's a MODELING SEARCH competition or hunt camp sort of thing... of course people will ask someone that is tall... like me... btw the objective of the event is to start off a star life.... I don't know do I have a star quality, but I like to sing. live had not pulled me out from music, but did made me being outdated... another very good reason for me not going to this is I don't have the popularity as a star or someone popular, I was never a popular person....

How am I going to be a leader? I don't know, at least that's the most I could think out of myself.... for now, I can only work hard enough to get myself get out of this country, by a scholarship, or else I don't think I will have any chance to open my eyes and learn what's life or more importantly, how I want my life to be... I WANT SCHOLARSHIP!!! or I should say

I NEED SCHOLARSHIP,
100% SCHOLARSHIP
TO OVERSEAS!!!!

勇敢往前飞

2009-02-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

我就要　勇敢往前飞
过往的伤痛　不再理会
无法再用力挣扎　屏着呼吸
放开才真正得到机会

我就要　勇敢往前飞
闭上眼　不让自己流泪
翻开美丽的日记　重新准备
开始故事的另一页
我不后悔
我不后退

失败

2009-02-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

今天，自己感觉彻底的失败。因为在同一天里，我失败了两次。。。

看着2008年的Fourian Magazine，真的真的很伤心，里面竟然一个华文文章都没有。。。Ainaa 还称呼我是 Head Of Articles，真可笑。里面我用心搜集的文章一张都不在，反而那些 ‘她较熟悉的朋友’ 的文章都出现了。。。那当然，我的文章是一定不在的啦。。。对今年的校刊，我只可以说是我最不满意的一本校刊了。不管真么样，我还是得说一句，今年的照片很有素质，毕竟Ainaa and Farhanis are great photographers。。。除了这个，我也没什么好说的了。。。其他的由你自己来评吧！
ＳＡＭ　Ｓｔｕｄｅｎｔ　Ｃｏｕｎｃｉｌ　Ｅｌｅｃｔｉｏｎ，　我输了。。。虽然说我不是很在乎到底可不可以拿到　Ｃｏｍｍｉｔｔｅｅ　Ｍｅｍｂｅｒ　的位子，但看着其他没作　Ｆｌｙｅｒｓ　而得到位子的人，感觉自己的人气有点差。。。心里酸酸的。。。

不管真么样，事情已经是事实，我无法改变的定局。。。我自可以让自己再努力，再卓越一点，那些失败也许就不会再重复。。。

CNY Eve's Steamboat

2009-01-30T10:32:00.003+08:00

Everybody seems to be busying on own stuff rather than eating... somehow.... lol...
no abalone already I think that's why.... haha....

Say we are 3 sisters... Ah Ma will love it!! LOL

Wee!!! We have more than we can eat you know!!!

Christal and Charlotte sat on their little table next to the not so big table....
and they have everything ready in pairs!!! Real Twin Twin Day!!!

Our 'tuan yuan fan' actually took placed in the evening because restaurant is opened as usual, so that was a super early dinner, about 4 p.m., if I'm not mistaken. Well, although the dinner made unusual early, we had a super feast! The soup was prepared by our chefs at the restaurant plus Ah Po's super chicken soup... yum yum! We ate abalone first, then prawns, fishes, meat balls, fish balls, sotong balls, sausages, sea cucumber, ju fai (some internal organs of pig's... I didn't eat much BTW) and many more.....

We all Chin's in Malaysia would wish everybody have a
Happy Chinese Niu Year and most of all may the year
bring good health and wealth to all!!!

ECA Day

2009-01-22T23:19:00.003+08:00

Today was the ECA Day (Extra-curricular Activities) in Taylors. Clubs and society are all over the place. I didn't expect what clubs to join but at the end I ended up signing up for quite a number of clubs:

Music Club, with Melvina and Melissa
SPA (Society of Performing Arts, which I looked forward to go)
Debate Club (could be interesting)
Leaders Club ( you might thing it's stupid but they provide funds and advice to whatever activities that you wish, isn't it cool?)
Ultimate Frisbee Club (might not go because the practice is in KDU College, so far!)
Environmental Club (A club that I went back and signed up)
Film Appreciation Club (cool when I'm in the movie mode)

I think that's all I've signed up, plus the student council thing... I must be crazy if I attend all but I'll see how things go and decide which to be active in.... love The Big Day!!!

Forever Busy Life

2009-01-19T23:37:00.000+08:00

Life had been busy ever since SAM started and I don't really have much time to do my personal stuff, including my blogging. Although this is what I might need to sacrifice but I think the journey that I'm going through now may be my best foundation to adapt the real world outside there.

I've just finish my Accounting Assignment (Simulation Study) and I feel exhausted, not because of the workload but the work done to correct other people's work. Is not easy being a part of the group that are not as serious as me when it comes to perfection but I must bear with that and to suffer myself, rather my marks being pulled down by others. I guess is just a part of life cycle?!

Here In MY Home

2009-01-13T17:59:00.002+08:00

Today's the 2nd lesson for Malaysian Studies(LAN) and it really changed the point of view I see this subject. Mr Ikwan showed us this video, Here In My Home which is a video that I knew it but really make me thought of something deeper than that, as a Malaysian.

I'm a chinese that likes Bahasa Melayu a.k.a Bahasa Malaysia. When I'm travelling out of Malaysia, I really feel that I have this hidden duty to promote to the outside world that Malaysian doesn't stay on tree tops!!!

To me, UNITY seems impossible with the input that the goverment enforce into the mindset of youngsters nowadays. I honously don't like the fact Malaysian still faces the problem of RACISM where we still preference ourselves as Chinese, Malays and others rather than MALAYSIAN.

I mix with all races and treat every friend equally. That's what happening in daily lifes of majority Malaysians. I think. But at National level, our leaders and politicions still make the fact that WE CHINESE bla bla bla....

When can they wanna stop using that CHINESE word and perhaps change to something called MALAYSIAN??

In the context of society, this is what Pural Society is but do we want to hold our own race principles and not forming a true Malaysia Society?

Fated to be A Leader?

2009-01-10T12:07:00.003+08:00

Guess what? I'm the Assistant Class Representative for L2 this year. It was a democratic way of election but I don't know why my name was called and I got that job. Not to say I cannot be but is just that I feel why am I always been picked to be leader? I guess it's just fated that I'm an inborn leader... Guess that a good thing??!!

I guess for those that know me long enough will be thinking... aiya.... cheryl.... knew it la... am I right? LOL

世界变了

2009-01-08T16:02:00.002+08:00

SAM开始了，这意味着我人生正要开始另一个世界，一个我陌生、害怕的新世界。

在 Taylors，每个人都似乎很强，老师们对我们的要求也十分的严格。对我而言，这个新世界很复杂，每个人都面对着自己不同的难关，而我深深地感觉到我视觉的渺小。我觉得自己还没有准备好面对我不确定的未来，但似乎每件事都等着我去处理、去接受。

面对着这些很不确定的心情，我希望我可以，可以勇敢和有能力去解决。

钱、时间、知识，我是否能握紧呢？我不知道，似乎和天在进行一个没人能担保的试验。。。我，说真的很害怕未来，但是我没有时间，没有资格去蹉跎岁月，因为我不能失败。是对父母的交待，也为自己作出的决定负责。生命不就是如此吗？

2nd day of college

2009-01-06T15:41:00.002+08:00

It's been a long day today.... it started with economics... it was OK.... just simple and nice lecturer, Mrs. Soh... Little bit of intro about the course... hope economics is fun...

then the LAN was kinda not ON today and all of us went to the lecture hall kinda for no reason... me and SuZen meet Kingsley( kinda nice name I think ) and we went cafeteria to hang out before the next class...

English was next up and the mentor of ours, Mrs Julianne came and also did some intro on the course structure....

there was an hour break then and there's where I did a mistake.... Melissa decided to buy her books so I did went to check out with her.... I meet Xavien Ang and his friend.... selling their books and showed me their maths books... it was ori but not fancy neat kind of looking, plus the pass years and lots of notes together.... Xavien's friend sold it to me with RM100... I thought it was a real bargain as others buys at quite a high price.... until we went back to class after lunch...

I bought the 1st edition mathematical studies' text book instead of the 2nd edition... so mine is older... duh.... and thicker.... also the questions are a bit different, according to miss soh la.... now I don't really know how different will mine be....

Legal Studies was quite hectic.... the way MR VJ told us is quite scary.... but the fun part that I think is the Moot Court where the whole class will demo a court environment with judge and lawyer and stuff.... cool huh?!

The last subject for today was the Accounting Studies.... Our lecturer was Miss Sydney Yong... She looks fierce but I think I should be alright with her... she's kinda straight forward type of people so don't mess with her.... She's a Hakka too.... that's was makes me happy and had more attention from her... She assigned me to photocopy notes and now I don't know where should I go to photocopy all those stuff... Sigh... Hope I'll be fine in college....

Sick Week

2009-01-03T12:36:00.002+08:00

I think I should delete the last post because that was just the appetizer of the whole flu week. Why must I get sick right before I want to start college.... Gosh.... I got Fever, Flu, Cough, Sore Throat..... ALL-IN-ONE sick!!!! but at least now I'm recovering and hopefully I should be alright by Monday for the orientation....

Oh ya... for those that didn't know.... I took SAM( South Australian Matriculation) as my Pre-U programme and starting on Monday, 5th January 2009. I think that's practically what I'm gonna be spending most of my time with this year...

Don't feel like writing now... I hope college would be fun! ^^

Flu, Fever, Sweat

2008-12-30T16:52:00.002+08:00

I got a flu today around noon time and I only knew that was a flu only by then because I normally have morning signess. When I get up from the laptop, I discover this heavy head symtphom of fever and I quickly when down and double check with Ah Po(grandma).

True enough I'm getting a fever.

The suprise doesnt end there when I knew there was no lunch for me. My dad only bought 4 packets of Kam Po Yu Yun Noodle. So, Cherie cooked a Maggi Mee for me instead. I ate 2 panadol and a running nose medicine and tried to get some sleep but I couldn't sleep bacause of the heat and I cant do much about it... So, I asked Cherie to take me the medicine and I took another Flu medicine which makes me drowsy.... Soon my mom called and asked what medicine that I took and she was shocked bacaause she's worry that I've overdose the flu medicine.

But guess what? It's 5 p.m. now and I've recovered from it... thanks to the sweat as I forced myself to do exercise and I wore a sweater.

Thank God I'm OK now bacause me and my family is going for a dinner at Sheraton Hotel.... Hope I'll be fine then.... =)

Hamley's Tower

2008-12-28T21:32:00.003+08:00

We got this Hamley's Tower game thing from my sister, Charmaine as one of the Christmas present... instead of the tradisional type of playing it... I did some changes and built some stupid building using my imagination.... My lil sisters really have lots of imaginations.... great job!!!

look closely and you should see a smiling SUN!!!

done by Christal.... =)

6I gathering

2008-12-25T16:24:00.005+08:00

I went to primary class gathering yesterday at sunway pyramid. Met lots of long lost friends that I didn't meet them for 5 years. To me, it's really nice that we are able to gather after 5 years of lost friendship.

This what me journey summary yesterday:

9.30 a.m.
I actually managed to get up quite early and I was expecting for my dad to wake up and go breakfast with him but it ended I only ate 2 pieces of biscuits

11.15 a.m.
I finally woke up my dad... surprisingly he slept till so late... quite a miracle...

11.30 a.m.
Me as a non-typical Malaysian, I reached at the time as told... end up the actual appointment time was 1p.m. instead!!! haiz... another dumb dumb thing that I did... ( PS. don't tell my mom... she will kill me knowing I'm alone for such a long time.... sigh)
I went for some shopping and trying to find a gift for Kirstin's open house this Friday.... ended up I bought myself and for ah ma mask and a dono for who's key chain... ( I always do buy thing that I don't really know the purpose of it... lol.... bad habit I think)

1.00 p.m.
Finally it reached the time for us to meet.... when I saw Yong Sheng and Wei Seong... I was like "OH GOD! FINALLY MY BOREDNESS ENDS MAN!!!" I saw people around them but didn't really realize that was Yee Sing, Arron, Yong Liang and more.... So suprise to meet them!!!

2.00 p.m.
We finally settled down to Kim Gary.... It was such a big gang... there was:

Me... duh!
Yong Sheng
Wei Seong
June
Soo Yong
Arron (Wei Quan)
Jo Zee
Meng Sum
Yong Liang
Jocelyn Kam
Wei Lim
Eugene Kan
Yin Yan
Xu Wai
Wen Chin
Joanne
Guan Yi
Yi Hui

but the ORGANISER, Wen Chin only appear at 3 p.m.!!! sigh sigh....

3.15 p.m.
We went to Red Box to qiong K!!! yeah!!! just love it always... lol... this is the 1st time I go in to such a big room in Red Box! Shuang man!!! Many of them don't really sing.... but what surprises me is that Yong Sheng and Wei Seong do sing... lol.... but they did went back quite early...

5.00 p.m.
I went off because daddy called and is time for this Cinderella to head back home sweet home... sob... O YA! Red Box only cost me RM8++ as we all paid student price... or else we will need to pay RM25++!!!! I bet nobody would want to go....

Happy Holidays and take care to all my friends... our friendship would end even we are apart from each other... I miss everybody....

Stress of Higher Education

2008-12-23T16:32:00.002+08:00

It's getting very hard for me when it comes to choosing the right pre-U course or I can say the one that best suit for my tertiary studies later on....

It's 22th of Dec already and datelines for registration are getting closer and closer.... It really make me fear that will I miss the dateline or choosing something does not suit me the best....

What do I want? I don't really know honoursly. If you ask me what I'm comfortable in, I think it will be SAM or ICPU(Canadian programme), but like what everybody knows A-Level is the safest at the moment of mine because in still considering what to do after that...

Other than that, what I'm stressing is that do I still want to continue boring exam orientated UK style education or try something totally different from what I've been receiving for 13 years of education?? I really don't know... I know that is only up to me to choose and nobody can or should choose for me... In my life up till today, this will be the second big decision that I need to make solely own me own will... That why there's so many uncertain thing that I'm worrying at.... this really fears me out but I need to make a decision very very soon.... will I make the right choice? I will never know till I experience it but there is no return ticket after I made the decision....

Chinese should aknowledge chinese

2008-12-22T13:52:00.007+08:00

Zuenie's original production

This article is practically discussing about the importance about learning Chinese and it will be published in our school's 2008 Fourian Mag. Check it out now first at my blog!

I want to say a great thank you to my parents that sent me to SJK(C) Lick Hung ..... Although there I went through many bitter sweet memories but that made who am I today.... I'm really blessed and thankful that I know well my own race language...

Chinese really meant a big thing to me... it is my root... a passport to my own culture and people that are called Chinese... =)

华人本就应该学华文，因为那是每一个华人的母语。悲哀的是，现在在我国和许多国家都面临着年轻一代不重视华文的困境，不竟叫人叹息。对于我而言，学习华文是非常重要的，每个自称华人的我们，都应学好华文，才能称上一名称职的华人。

华社发展已有千年历史之悠久，是其中一个在公元几千年前就开始发展的强国。华人除了拥有黄皮肤、黑眼睛、黑头发的共同特点外，使用华文就是所有华人另一共同点。华人少了华文，就如同音乐家少了音符；歌手少了嗓子；厨师少了锅子。当华文自己都不懂得华文，又可以用什么来证明自己是华人呢？当华人熟悉自己的母语，那就是一个身份的表征。

不仅如此，华文还是打开传统的文字，是文化宝藏的钥匙。这个灵魂钥匙，让年轻一代的华人更认识并了解自己的传统，自己族群的根本。前辈们常说的四书五经，都须拥有良好的华文根基了解当中的含义。拥有一定水平的华文是可提升我们对传统与文化的解剖，有着保存中华文化的重大意义。

人如果不会文字就是文盲，如果华人不懂得华文就是对自己的传统‘文盲’。华人应好好保存华文，就好像保存文化遗产一样重要，才不会被世界同化，没有了自己的特征。华文是中华最宝贵的遗产，华人除了要把它保存，更要把它宣扬至全世界，向世界表示华人的独特语言，而不是随着时代改变而消失。

其实，学习华文还可以提升在商场上的就业机会。随着中国在商业与贸易方面的崛起，华文也将会在不久的将来会派上大用途。因此，双语或三语人才占有强大的优势。主要的是这些人才可用华文与最具潜力的中国市场交谈、贸易，有助提高工作效率，让很多国际商家可扩大他们的市场。

此外，华文也可用为华人团结的工具当每一个华人口中说的都是华文时，自然就会有一家亲的感觉。那是每个华人都有着共同的文化，用着共同的语言，使交谈时候有一种亲切感。这种亲切感超越了任何的方言、文化差异。四川大地震时，世界各地的华人都纷纷为灾民献上援助，不管是金钱上或物质或精神上的关怀，都使华人团结互助，为自己的同胞出一份力量。这种华社的精神是来自与大家都是华人，大家都说同样的语言所发自内心的推动力。

当全球掀起学习华文的热潮，可笑的是我国华社竟然还在为年轻一代不热衷于学习华文而担忧。许多生长在良好学习华文环境的华人，双手放弃自己的母语，选择崇拜他人的语言甚至文化。反而是异族同胞们纷纷学起华文，尊重华文，很想反问那些金玉其外，败絮其中的华人们难道不觉得是羞辱吗？那些‘败类’，有些是对华文豪无兴趣，有些则对华文一窍不通。很多人更是在中途放弃华文，认为学习华文没有好处，也觉得华文很难懂。这样一来，我国会华文的华人就越来越少，懂得说一口流利的华文的人就似海底捞针一样难。

总结上述看法，我觉得每个华人都应该学华文，也是每个华人的责任。父母、华校、社会都应该竖立好典范，携手并肩学好华文。颜真卿有一句名言：“黑发不知勤学早，白首方悔读书迟”。要教育下一代真正的华文，改善华文水平是刻不容缓的事情。只要华人团结一致，华文— 这伟大的世界遗产是可以传承更多个千年，让华文发扬光大，宣扬至全世界人民。

I passed my undang test...lol

2008-12-22T12:13:00.004+08:00

I went to Petaling this morning, nearly late for it actually because I took a bath so didn't have time for breakfast! The driving instructor is already at my door step so I gotta go there quickly. I was quite nervous because I can't pass... I did fail 2 or 3 times when I tried on the pre-test using the CD that the uncle gave... It looks quite similar to the real one... In fact I think is a bit more high tech than the real one... haha....

so now is up to the 6 hours long theory talk... sien man.... but it is ones in a lifetime thing... I wouldn't want to it again if I had another chance...thank God I passed!!!

七仔Mentos

2008-12-18T11:26:00.002+08:00

Me and Cherie found this weird mentos when we wanted to have some sweet... duh...

So this is how it looks.... if you imagine the body of 七仔.... it really look quite alike right?

BTW I think this mentos is kept too long in a humid place that's why there will be some spots like water droplets on it... haha...and this is how the brother of 七仔looks... not leng cai right?? haha....

New Hairstyle

2008-12-17T22:27:00.002+08:00

Went to cut my hair toaday... at USJ 9... I didnt really know what hairstyle I want... the hairstylist said should layer my hair...(almost all hairstylist asked me too.. I know my hair very long la...) then I wanted to have some fringe so I ended up something like this... I feel quite weird about this but I think it's ok but still need some time to get used to it.... hehe... till then then I'll have more pictures to upload... haha.... ^^

SAM or A-Levels??

2008-12-12T09:53:00.003+08:00

OK, now here's the thing, I'm still uncertain about what pre-university courses should I take, SAM(South Australia Matriculation) or GCA A-Levels, so I just wanna listen to some ideas of yours.

Please vote and you may help me clarify my blurness now... =)

MAC or Dell??

2008-12-10T10:49:00.003+08:00

Finally, daddy mentioned about buying a laptop for me!!! yeah!!!
but now this is the problem, what laptop should I buy?? Dell or MAC?

We went to the dell uk website and found a great dell laptop which cost 546 pounds but at the same time the MAC book also cost around 550 pounds because we can get a discount of 15% , so which one should I choose?? sigh...

BTW Pikom PC Fair is this friday to Sunday, 14-16 December 2008. Hope we can find a great deal there... ^^

Laptop I'm coming....

To all my friends

2008-12-05T09:32:00.003+08:00

哇，终于有时间弄一弄我的部落格叻，好想念你哦！哈哈。。。

这几天我都在看电视，可一点也没上网呢，真的佩服我自己！SPM 终于完成了，当然有开心，也有失落的感觉，但我一定不会让我的友谊‘就此搁笔’！！！

To all my friends:

No matter how long we have spent together or how many words we have talk to each other, I really appreciate you had came to be a part of my life.
Our friendship really meant something important to me.

No matter what will happen to us tomorrow or where we will be the next day, I have no clue at all, but what I'm sure that we had a memorable past in both of our lives. I just wanna say that I miss you and I love you.

SPM Physics Tips^^

2008-11-02T16:24:00.002+08:00

OK, before I start, let me do remind all of you that this is just tips that I get from http://www.andrewchoo.com.my/ and it might not 100% correct, so just take it and still work hard on others ya! Hope this can help you! ^^

Section A

Momentum - The effects of a force (impulsive and impulsive force)
Measure Instuments
Gas Laws
Force in Equilibrium
Work, Energy and Power
Ohm Law, Electric Current and Relationship betweenpotential diffecrece and voltage.
Wave and Inteference
Specific Heat Capacity/ Latent heat/ Thermometer

Section B

Radioactive and Isotopes/ Nuclear Fusion
Logic Gates and Semiconductors diodes
Atmospheric pressure + Gas Pressure(Pascal's Pinciple)
Application of Electromagnet inductor

SPM Biology Tips^^

2008-11-02T16:17:00.003+08:00

Organelles
Dynamic Ecosystem
Homeostatis
Growth
Blood Circulatory System

Section B

Nutrition (Human Digestive System)
Dynamic Ecosystem

Section C

Reproduction
Inheritance

Paper 3

Respiration
Endangered Ecosystem

SPM Chemistry Tips^^

2008-11-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

OK, before I start, let me do remind all of you that this is just tips that I get from www.andrewchoo.com.my and it might not 100% correct, so just take it and still work hard on others ya! Hope this can help you! ^^

Section A

Periodic Table
Rate of Reaction (Concentration)
Acid and Bases
Haber/Contact Process
Heat of Neutralisation/Combustion
Soap/Detergent

Section B

Ionic/ Covalent Bond
Hydrocarbon/ Alcohol/ Esterfication/ Latex

Section C

Redox/ Chemical Cell
Salts(soluble/insoluble)

SPM English Tips ^^

2008-11-02T16:04:00.004+08:00

Report
Formal Letter (suggestion/compliant)

Continuous Writing

The Day I will never Forget / A Proud Moment
Extra class are important. Give your opinion.
Ways to reduce bullying
Sending students for overseas education is a waste of money. Do you agree?
How can interest help students to improve their studies?

Literature

POEM: If or Death in the opposite hourse
SHORT STORIES: Necklace or Sound Machine
NOVEL: Theme or Moral Value

SPM BM Tips ^^

2008-11-02T15:50:00.002+08:00

Suasana perayaan sesuatu kaum
Tempat-tempat menarik perlancongan/ bersejarah
Menjaga kesihatan
Tanaman Komersial

Karangan Pilihan

Kenaikan harga barang dan berjimat-cermat (Cheryl: I think this is something related to peranan pengguna ^^)
PLKN
Masyarakat Penyayang, cth: warga emas
Pendatang Asing
Pertanian mendapat pulangan lumayan kepada negara
Pemuliharaan bandar bersejarah

Komsas

Perminangan Puteri Gunung Ledang
Sabor
Jalan-jalan Raya Kotaku
Duhai Pentafsir
Annyss Sophillea
Di Sisi Rinda

Novel

Plot
Kritikan Sosial
Gaya Bahasa

Headache Day!!!

2008-10-31T17:54:00.002+08:00

Today practically kicked started with my empty stomach... sob... it didn't feel good at all but I had nothing much to eat. I brought some LEXUS biscuits but didn't get to eat also.

I helped teacher to give out the koperasi saham again to A,C,K classes.... I suppose to do it with Joe Ann but she caught by to check her add maths paper.... so Thank God that Yee Won and Pik Yee helped me with it... Thanks!

Then I'm suppose to give back the SPBT books today but just too smart of me that I didn't bring all of it so teacher say can't give it back yet until I bring all the books that I've borrowed, even I wanna continue the duration of borrowing... So ma fan right?! Haiz... BTW so I brought back those super heavy books at last... sob... Then I need to bring all of it on Monday...

Headache came to me when Christopher told me that my testimonial might be wrong.... Oh gosh.. I really am sick of the testimonial thing... I got so many things on mind by then... Need to give back all the dividen where I cant find where are all of those people, I don't know how to settle my SBPT books because I don't wanna bring it home... and I"M HUNGRY!!!!!!!! Gosh! Really hard time but Thank God everything was settled....

Later today Puan Loo caught all of us( Me, Yee Won, Jing Yi, Pik Yee, Joe Ann and Christopher) at Cooperation to do stuff.... Joe Ann feel that the Apple Juice taste quite funny... We all tried a few packets but it really taste weird... Christopher say it taste like Nasi Lemak basi.... haha... the supplier came coincidentally but he said nothing wrong wor... but later then some girl came and say she feel that the drink taste weird also so teacher is gonna reject it on Monday....

We hanged out at Cooperation till 12pm doing lots of stuff... haha.... then when we get into class... Miss Foo came out with another technique of hers to lighten her work and make work for us... she asked us to mark papers... our own and others' paper.... to learn what is the correct answers wor... lol....

I got back my Chinese paper today... teacher gave us another 'trial' la.... Paper 1 was ok... normal level.... got 87 but paper 2 I only got 43... sob... the 概述文章 only got 6/22.... haiz... but teacher promised us to teach us on Tuesday... thanks teacher.... but I think that will be the last class di... SPM coming real soon... and I'm not ready for it... but I guess I really need to face it.... Like what Puan Khairiah...

Anda telah berusaha. Jadi, yakin pada diri and DOA!

I'm really going to miss all the teachers and my beloved friends.....

I went to school today... ^^

2008-10-29T18:51:00.004+08:00

Jing Yi eating Conetto... ^^... V 4 bought all in da fridge... hahaha...
RM 10 spent... $$$ into Cooperation... haha....

Yummy Ice Cream + Syok Sendiri Human X 2

My 2009 diary... ^^ thx jing yi.... hehe....

copying kirstin's signature pose..... lol....

My chemistry 3 is actually good... kekeke....

sob.... all my science subjects really sad case la... Add maths 4B, Chemistry 6C, Physics 3B... sob sob... die la...

BTW.... I actually went to school today to do lots of things....

Gave out the Dividen/Saham Koperase to people

Finally got all my forecase result

Help Puan Loo at Cooperation (nearly half a day)

Got all my testimonial... it looks great with all the chunted pose....

Got back my Chemistry Gerak Gempur.... It's actually quite good ^^

and of cause... hanged out with Christopher, Joe Ann and Jing Yi at Cooperation... hehe

So Geram!!!

2008-10-26T17:29:00.003+08:00

Im so stupid lar... I plug in the camera to the computer and I wanted to load the pictures I tooked today at Sunway but instead I exidentally deleted all the pictures?!! OMG!!! So geram... sob... then now I got no nice pics to display...

BTW, I went to Koperasi Annual High Tea at Sunway Pyramid Tower Hotel. Thank god they choose to sunway this year, comparing to last year's lauya Holiday Villa Subang, I can say it's just 360 degrees different la... Not to say it's my first time being at that hotel's Atrium Cafe, but it's still nice to be there. Yet, the hotel restaurant I love the most at Subang it's still Italiano Restaurant at the Sunway Pyramid Hotel ( the old building with the elephant statue in front ). The environment and the food there it's just delightful to be.

Then, we went to go gai gai at Sunway Pyramid after the high tea and we went Popular Bookstore. Me, Jing Yi and Christopher actually stayed there for one hour I think while Joe Ann, Yee Won and Pik Yee went quick shopping all over the place.... I bought Cherie's birthday present already and I bought myself just a mechanical pencil as my pink one is broken. I got myself a ORANGE pencil. Ya... love it lots... I used to owned one but I lost it... as usual la.. Cheryl ma... Forever forgetful and blur at times.... ^^

Libra - Kinda Dumb at Times ^^

2008-10-26T17:26:00.004+08:00

LIBRA - The Lame One

Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Kinda dumb at times.

This is what I got from those typical forwarded message but it's kinda true of what it says la... Especially the line 'kinda dumb at times'.... haha... do u agree???

DIE-ing

2008-10-25T23:36:00.002+08:00

WA!!! I'm sitting in front of the computer the whole day to finish up the articles and also the senior page. Gosh, both are finally done after the long hours. Feel tired now but really glad I'm done will all of these. Thank God mom didn't scold me by doing all these. She had changed the way she treated me these few weeks. Maybe she really think that I know what am I doing and know will how to prioritise my things well. Like she always says, 'BIG GIRL DI MAH...'

Ouch, my shoulder is aching so badly now!!! Haiz.... because of me facing the computer for the whole day typing and searching. Just to get the articles back after I've reformat my computer. I actually nearly lost my own Chinese and Malay article that I wanted to hand in to publish in the year book but thank GOD I did back up months ago on my other hard drive and it's safe. Thanks to the help of the searching tool provided my windows.

I'm now so sick with downloading whatever nonsenses for the computer and I'm really desperate to have a new PC or maybe a notebook. Mom says wait till I get into collage and when I really need high tech stuff because this lauya computer is good enough for surfing the Internet for the little ones at home.

I really wanna thank Shawn Cai for ones man. He actually saved my life by helping me doing the senior page. Professional memang professional. He helped me finish the page in 3 hours only! But, it's quite plain actually. Yet, I can just add up a few stuff on it and it will turn into a BLAST! So, I'm actually half way done with my senior page.

It's midnight now and I think I should get some sleep already because I'm getting up at 6a.m. just to support my little twin sisters' sports day. Going mamak with mom after sending them and while waiting for the event to start. It has been quite some time since I last eat mamak. Roti Sardin I'm coming! ^^

Singing Dream

2008-10-23T14:52:00.003+08:00

I guess it's because my dad influenced me on loving music, I somehow had love music like forever. I remember when I looked back to my kindergarden report book, it actually said my singing was A!!! haha.. but what can you expect from a little kid?!

I recieved from jinq ru today about a music workshop about how to compost, write, mix, record and many more about music. I immediately decided to go the moment I saw it. To me, being into the music industry is just a dream. I doubt about my ability to be in this skillful and hectic industry but like anybody else, I must dare to dream because there is where posibilities come from.

Singing is just a part of my life, an important part (especially during exams). Music just plays on my head whenever, even when I woke up or when I'm having exams. Don't know is it a funny thing to others but it is what I experience 365 days a year.

I always think that should I go to try out any singing competition but what's pulling me back is I don't want to be stucked at Malaysia even I've succeed my dream. Plus, I think my singing is just at 'bathroom singing' level... or perhaps more.... at least oI'm still on tune la... Whatever it is.. It's really getting closer to SPM so now my duty is just STUDY, STUDY, STUDY!!!!!!

蕭閎仁, 我爱你!!!

2008-10-19T17:36:00.002+08:00

蕭閎仁的专集果然很好听哦! 他的专集不是说一听就说很好听、会爱上他的音乐的一张专集，但是他的专集绝对是值得再听的专集。当你仔细聆听的时候，可以发现的创作非常特别，我现在真的爱上他的音乐了，而且我要不断宣传给其他人了，如果你被我选中的话，恭喜你咯！因为他的音乐真的很吊！！！

我的最爱是 ‘学会”。想要吗？要就跟我开口咯！我真得太爱蕭閎仁了! 他这张还比王力宏的摇滚怎么了好听多了!!! 真的!!! 相信我!!!

蕭閎仁超级歌迷上

17 and me

2008-10-14T17:05:00.002+08:00

Guess what? today is my birthday, my seventeenth birthday but it's just another day, in fact, is even more lifeless than usual days. I stupidly went to school because Yee Won asked me to go but end up she did not went herself. OK, fine with that but when I went to school the school is just so quite and dull. Practically none of my friends went to school expect for Wei Qi and Joe Ann. I must admit that I'm quite sad about this birthday. Dad didn't even say a happy birthday to me at all but at least mom still remembered my birthday....

The only thing that makes me feels better is the message from Charmaine at UK. It really made me felt someone cares about my birthday.... Cherie and those lil 3 ones also did quite a lot of preparations for my birthday presents as usual that makes me laugh always....

Whatever it is life still goes on.... Just will forget this stupid and meaningless day of the year tomorrow morning.... sigh is the only thing to do now... Why so sad 1 ar?? I also dono la....

Zoo Negara Trip

2008-10-02T23:03:00.006+08:00

Charlotte, Cherie and Christal at the zoo entrance.

Guess how much is the entrance fee?? RM15 for an adult?!

I enjoy being a children long long time ago... lolDaddy and mommy taking picture with me..

erm... I meant the giraffe (my siblings)... haha...This is a Sumatran tiger... It's swims!!! love him lots!!
^^Moo...
It makes me think about moo ice-cream that is baned my our
Minister of health... sob...It's me with some flamingos....

Cherie with the rhinoceros.... on top of her head?!

This is the picture I love the most! At the Wall's Cafe! =)

So, Zoo Negara is the only 'holiday' I went for this raya holiday. It's been quite a long time since I've last visit the zoo negara. Very tired now but the lil ones did enjoy. I guess this is the first family trip after Charmaine left us and will be my last trip before my SPM comes.

Kirstin Wong just reminded me just now that SPM is just 40 days left! So scary number! That's why I never dare to countdown. Oh gosh, I really need to get studying already. I'm totally freaked out now! So far I've got 2 of my results in my trials of SPM. I got A2 for Chinese and A1 for accounts la... but I'm not satisfied about both of it. I really hope that I can get As for those subject that I'm good in. I don't think I'll get A for my add maths and science subjects. 3 more days to school reopen. I hope I can get my results but meanwhile I'm scared about it also. No matter what it is, I've tried my best and need to look forward to the real SPM!!!

谢谢你

2008-10-01T15:20:00.007+08:00

你比我更了解我自己

你比我更学会珍惜

多庆幸一路有你

让我前方的路更清晰

那一年的冬天

我们在伦顿的大街上

我们肩并肩

走过未知的明天

谢谢你陪我走过春夏和秋冬

谢谢你让我人生不再一样

我会珍惜我们的回忆

当你追逐梦想旅途

我会在这里支持你

用微笑欢送

迎接美好的懈逅

我知道这一切都为了你好

可是一次又一次让自己崩溃

请放心别担心我会过得好

because you are in my heart

今年的这一天

你将独自飞往那一边

机场的离别

是人生的起点

谢谢你陪我走过春夏和秋冬
谢谢你让我人生不再一样
我会珍惜我们的回忆
当你追逐梦想旅途
我会在这里支持你
用微笑欢送
迎接美好的懈逅

I wrote this song recently. This is the first song that I've compose completely. Quite funny but I want to show this to my sister, Charmaine that is studying in UK now. Go, go, fighting!!! Yeah!!!

11th Day Without You

2008-10-01T15:03:00.003+08:00

Cherie asked me yesterday, do I know what day is today? I said no. She replied and say it's been 11 days without you, Ah Che. The whole family miss you very much. The crying period is over but we miss you everyday. Waiting for you to online is part of our daily life now. You've change all of us. You are part of us and will always be. Mom told me that she intent to call you once every week. Your class is starting next week and all of us might be busy again. Oh gosh, the song Mr. Flower is playing in the media player. Makes me more emotional. Sa Rang Hae. That's what I want to tell you now. Go, go, fighting! Let's fight for our dreams and goals everyday to the maximum in two parts of this world.

I miss you....

3 more SONY BMG CD's down the list

2008-09-30T10:25:00.004+08:00

When is Lee Hom's album releasing?? I wanna get it di le... Lee hom's latest album "What's wrong with Me" really tells a lot about the recent Lee Hom. I find him changing quite funny in a way and that album tells me everything! I want that album!

Plus, I wanna get 柯有纶 3rd album! But it's only releasing on november I guess. I've become a true fan of Alan Kuo ever since his 1st album. He is one of those that work on chinese rock. Love him lots! His songs are just so touching, but still Lee Hom is priority! LOL

萧宏仁 is the 3rd album that I wanna get. He's quite an attitude singer. He didn't want to go to 超级星光大道 and get popularity. Plus, he compose his own song. So, I must 支持创作歌手!!!

OMG! Something similar among them 3 is that they all are from SONY BMG! Gosh! I'm being super Sony fan soon! haha... but nevermind, as long as those singers are great, who cares where they are from?!

But something I'm worry and scared is that I'm buying too many albums. I only buy original CD's and I'm kinda addicted to it now. But I really find it worth because you can know the whole album and the quality is good. Plus point for original CD's is that you get to see those beautiful pictures of theirs and see how every singer made their album into a piece of artwork! Yeah!

When I talk about collecting original CD's, it's actually kinda my hobby and my interest. But friends around me will think why. Haiz... But suddenly it reminds me about 张栋梁... eww... but I remember when is was still in Astro singing competition, he said that he loves to collect original CD's too! That's the only think I like about him I guess.... Haha... other than that, like his dance moves sucks man! 爱的很疯狂.... then push his jacket to the back... yucks!

You can do it!

2008-09-26T15:49:00.007+08:00

Wa! Long month of trials is finally over but not SPM yet... haha

Everybody seems to be 'saturated' with all studies di but I am looking forward to really revise kao kao and do my best when SPM comes... sot 1 right?!

Haiz... but I'm still a normal person... I'll be lazy for this weekend and start studying next week onwards. U guys reading this sure think I'm super crazy. I'm not, I'm just more hardworking than ordinary friends around me.
Not to say I love studying but that what I need to fulfill. That part of the life that the society gave me and what the society expect from me.
I always seems to be studying extra hard ( compared to other friends ) but it turns out the results of mine and others are more likely the same. Actually there is 2 answers for that question.

I'm not as smart as a lot of friends around me. I feel blessed that I have the opportunity to study in a good class a.k.a. smart class but at the same time I need to work extra hard and pay twice the effort in order to achieve the same level of 'smartness' during exam as others. I'm not trying to be humble but that how I 'survive' in my class currently.
I don't go for tuitions like others. So many friends of mine go for tuitions nearly every subject! Bio, Chem, Physics, Add Maths, BM and more.... But I don't! Perhaps that's the difference but I don't want my life to be more lifeless that attending tuition after tuition...

Whatever it is I never regret what I did and I will not regret what will I do next. Like what Wei Qi always say 'life live without regrets, but lessons'. =D

I told myself at the beginning of the year that I wanna balance up my studies and all the co-curriculum. So, there is still 3 more month for me to prove to myself that I can do it! Believe in what I believe is what I do and never question my believes because

I BELIEVE MYSELF!

离别

2008-08-23T16:45:00.003+08:00

这是我第一次面对朋友父亲离去。面对着自己的‘姐妹’的父亲离世，除了感到遗憾，更为她家人感到担心、难过。

我妈昨天更是因为打羽毛球跌到了，膝盖跌烂了，头也撞上车轮。幸亏的是伤势不严重，可说是不幸中的大幸了。比起我妈妈，我朋友的父亲就没那么幸运了。

他因为地上滑就跌伤了，还跌伤了头部。那是上个星期日的事情，那天还在商场上碰见他们一家人。哎，只可以说老套的那一句人生本无常啊！

很想对我朋友做点什么，但又害怕加重她的伤感。在这里，很想告诉每个人要好好照顾自己。人生其实很脆弱。爱自己，更要珍惜你身边的每一个亲人、朋友、甚至邻居。。。一个问候，有时候真的可以brighten up someone's day!
不要害羞、不要再等，因为nobody knows what will happen next!!!

我很庆幸，因为 I'm LIVE-ING. . . . .

Pandu Puteri Station Games

2008-07-20T08:51:00.011+08:00

I want to thank you to all my beloved girl guides that had made this year's station games a success. I really appreciate and I'm proud of each of you. Love ya all!

Actually it was so stress to think of something new for the seniors to play on this year. We (me, Kimberley, Joe Ann and Dinah) had agreed to cut down some stations that we did for the past few years like the big spider web if you girls remember and also the testing drink.

I kinda messed up with the groups but thanks to Joe Ann and Cherie that helped me organised, I manage to pull that off. Special thanks to Kimberley for new great ideas too and all the help you contribute to the squad! I won't forget about Dinah and Amira. Last but not least, I will like to thank special friend from PBSM which is Tai Yee Won and my sister Charmaine Chin, which is a former president of our girl guides also.

Hmm... Let's refresh what we've played that day... I meant you girls la...

For me the 'game' that I played that day is to run and run and run all around to make sure everything goes right. Yet, Michelle's group did mess up a few things but overall it was a great and fun day.... Isn't??

Har? Where to go? What clue is that?!

Go! Team, Go!!!

Yes, dear... It's a nutrient drink..... Add more water so everyone can have...

7 women, 7 bags, 7 cats, 7 kittens?!

Blow!!!!

ONLY FOR GIRLS!!!

Taste this! Smell that!

Genia and Michelle are so ready to get wet! Close your eyes first dear!!!

Help! Is this the correct group???

Poor Genia...

OK, let you girls splash... but you all suppose to say good comments more than splashing 3 of us... kesian sangat tau tak??

Lastly, I want to record my appreciation towards my sis, Charmaine Chin that had been a very good camera girl on that day. Or else we can't even enjoy the pictures now. Thank you!

The FOURIAN's GARDEN

2008-07-11T22:28:00.003+08:00

It was such a shock on thursday! I was happy about what transformation we had made to the garden. I even bought camera! But, I still can't get over what happened.

Our beautiful garden of us =)

See the signboards? We did it by reusing aluminium tin can orr!! Nice?

And more and more visitors pouring in everday.... =)

Of course, the bench... but.... It is broke already....

I don't know how to fix it and where I should get the money for that! It's heart breaking to see something that you've care for it break it in front of you!!! The judges is coming in one and a half week time! How can I fix that??? I don't know will I have the money to build a new one.... but Kelvin said something that I agree.. for the first time I guess... BTW, he said if is not our members that broke but other students or event he judges that broke it.. It will turn out even worse.. So I think I should take this opputunity to build another bench for the gaeden. And thank god that Wei Qi is willint to take the responsibility to fix it back. I really hope that the new one can come out before the judges come! I really pray that tommorow's workshop with the form 1 and 2 will be a great one! =)

物以类聚，人以群分

2008-07-04T09:26:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I really learned what is 物以类聚，人以群分的道理。
There was a new girl in class and too bad that the class went so wild on that day!
What's worse is that the girl was from KELANTAN and typical guai guai lui malay girl. I really wonder how she feels about the class. And our kindergarden like class is just so sick. They started to play truth or dare and everybody kissing around and fooling around. Obviosly I'm not one of them but I was really sick to see what happened in our class. Now, I really know why am I not flirting or hanging around like them, because I'm really not one of them. Like what Jing Yi said, I will not want to be one of them.

Plus, it was a stress day for me (Nearly breakdown) but the one that really broke down was Shawn, not me. But I also learned something new, I'm one the kind that stress out and treat my responsibility very serious and sometimes this seriousness make me so stress. Yet, if I'm not the one that is stressing about so many things, who will I be? one of those idiots too? Then the world will not be balance and gain no improvement. Like what Shawn say, 我不下地狱，谁下地狱？

I'm happy with who I am and Iim even happier for having great friends like Shawn, Jing Yi and also Wei Qi that always support me and really care for me. No one is perfect, but together we can make our lifes better. I LOVE YOU ALL!!! muakxx! ^^ Friends Forever!

Cross Fingers!!!

2008-06-15T23:48:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! tomorrow is the day. We are starting the outreach campaign and I'm really looking forward to it! Most important thing is the workshop that really decide will our campaign go well. So I hope that I can manage to pull it off and hope the crowd will love me and Shawn's presentation. Currently, I'm still worrying about Shawn. He got sick at this critical time and he's still working on the video. I feel so bad that I cant help him in anyway other than nagging him. Hope he will be getting better and be in good condition to conduct the workshop with me. I cant imagine how am I going to pull anything off without my best partner!!! Gosh, that sound a bit weird. OK, what I can do now is cross my fingers and go to sleep. Good Luck, Cheryl.

Guys

2008-06-15T23:40:00.002+08:00

Something that girls never understand is guys. So do guys to girls. Although we are civilized but it seems like we still don't really get the opposite sex. Are we suppose to study them in a scientific way?? That's a stupid way that scientist will go for. For me, it's something that everybody will learn, when it comes. And everybody learn from every kind of relationship. Brothers, pet brothers, buddies, BBF and maybe crushes?!
Btw, there's just so many different things about guys and girls but what makes a couple is that 2 people can work together and love and tolerate each other. Accepting the fact that we are different in many ways. Not changing the person, but love them. Lead them to be a better person and complete them... Isn't it?

A Message by George Carlin

2008-06-13T18:24:00.007+08:00

The paradox of our time in history is that

we have taller buildings, but shorter tempers,

wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints.

We spend more, but have less.

We buy more, but enjoy less.

We have bigger houses and smaller families,

more conveniences, but less time.

We have more degrees but less sense.

More knowledge, but less judgment.

More experts, yet more problems,

more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly,

laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry,

stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little,

watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions,

but reduced our values.

We talk too much,

love too seldom,

and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life.

We've added years to life not life to years.

We've been all the way to the moon and back,

but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor.

We conquered outer space but not inner space.

We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul.

We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice.

We write more, but learn less.

We plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait.

We build more computers to hold more information,

to produce more copies than ever,

but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion,

big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships.

These are the days of two incomes but more divorce.

Fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers,

throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies,

and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the showroom window

and nothing in the stockroom.

Remember,

spend some time with your loved ones,

because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember,

say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe,

because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember,

to give a warm hug to the one next to you,

because that is the only treasure you can give

with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember,

to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones,

but most of all mean it.

A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt

when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment

for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak!

And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take,

but by the moments that take our breath away.

George Carlin

Why Not Solar Energy Everybody???

2008-06-11T20:12:00.005+08:00

To all people worrying about raise of petroleum price and also those whom are concern about the environment:

Like everybody knows, the price of petrol fuel are rising day by day and those number are just so scary! Why don't we think about alternatives? Like solar energy?

In case some of you that is reading this article do not know this, we, humans actually destroyed the Ozone Layer badly these past 30 years or so. This sounds bad but we can help reducing it by actually USE IT!!! No clue what I'm saying? I say use the Sun! USE the Ozone Layer!!!

Let see how...

OK, solar energy is a good alternative for petroleum for all vehicles (maybe not all, but major ones). For example, petrol cars can be changed into electric cars which the electricity can be obtained from the solar energy that we harvest! The reason why the electric cars is not widely use by the global. Like any other thing, when the consumers getting larger, then there are sure producers all around that will love to develop this! I'm sure those Japanese company will love that!
Another interesting thing is also saving our money! Using petrol is costly nowadays, because we are actually running out of it! That's why they increase the price of it and also discourage people to use it. I think it's time for us to change now. No other later.
Besides, electric cars can't go really fast actually. It's will maintain around steady 90km/h according to the experiment done by Mythbusters from Discovery Channel. So, indirectly, we can avoid accidents and there's no need for speed trap spending at all!! The government and the cops should love this!!! LOL
For a long run, using solar energy instead of burning fuels to produce electricity and drive vehicles, solar energy obviously helps the environment! Air pollution reduced and also helps global warming! To all people that concerns about the environment, you might want to think twice and use your fuel now!! haha

That's all for now but I can write lots of reason to convince people why should we start using Eco-friendly energy instead of the MONEY EATER- PETROLEUM!!!

A little CONTRIBUTION makes a DIFFERENCE to our ONE and ONLY E.A.R.T.H.!!! ^^

时间就是生命

2008-06-02T14:35:00.003+08:00

你,
珍惜生命吗?
如果答案是的话,
那么你珍惜时间吗?

你,
在浪费时间的同时,
也减少了你活在这世界上的日子。

你，
会明白生命没有take two，
但你，
又是否明白时间也没有take two 呢？

你，
肯定有听说过，
一寸光阴一寸金，
寸金难买寸光阴。

你，
现在应该听着，
时间就是生命。

你，
如果能明白的可贵，
为何又会蹉跎岁月呢？

咳，
真无奈，
这是一个言易行难的道理。

你，
明白了吗？
做到了吗？

Charmaine's Birthday Special Video

2008-05-30T12:27:00.006+08:00

This video is done by Cherie, Christal, Charlotte and me... hope you'll like it!
=)
YZ

Sunway Day

2008-05-29T13:01:00.003+08:00

Oh gosh! Yesterday I went to Sunway Pyramid with Joe Ann, Yee Won and of course Jo Ling too.

The movie Narnia was great! Especially I've watched the 1st one of it! Prince Caspian was handsome and charming. But it was really sad that Narnia turned to be like that. Love Azlan's character too! Btw, I loved the whole movie and I'm anxious to read the whole collection of Chronicles of Narnia!

We went shopping affter that and I was just out of controlled!!! We went to Mini Toons and guess what!

WE BOUGHT HANDPHONE STRIPS FOR OVER RM50!!!

haha but the great thing is I got offered a V.I.P card then! lol.... not that bad after all =)

I got a purpose to go shopping that day actually, which is buying my sister, Charmaine her birthday present. But, guess what? At the end of the day, I cant find anything that I think will be the perfect gift to her. Instead, I bought a necklace and some book for myself and of course the handphone strips la... lol

After Yee Won left us, we went to MCd to eat lunch. sounds nothing special, but, I found something interesting on the container of my fries! As so as Joe Ann's burger wrapper.

They got a nutrition value on the box?!!

Now I'll be super concious about how much fat it contains whenever I eat MCd di?! haha...

It was a great day but super esausted by the end of the day. I went back home at 7pm and the night just went fine.

Love simple days like this! I just dont need to be worrying about anything?! No homework, no school stress, no SPM worries, no project on my mind.... just a simple day hanging out with friends, like a normal teen, I guess that's what I ask for now. It seems stupid but I do cherrish these simple days because being a busy person, simple days seems to be so far and little....

My 1st post ^^

2008-05-27T17:32:00.001+08:00

Finally I created my own blog, but for the time being dont really have good templets to put yet...
So hope someone can help me with it =)!